Just got back in from worship training and I’m so excited/happy. Something I haven’t been musically for months possibly as long as a year.
I played so well, I didn’t bother to set up a music stand, I just closed my eyes and played what my mind wanted. It sounded great and to cap it off for the first time (I think) ever I felt I was worshipping as well. It was tuneful and complimentary to the singers and yet added another dynamic. Also Gareth (worship leader) even complimented me on my muted playing
He usually says nicely played but this was one of those, wow he noticed I was using a mute and went into some detail about what he liked
I felt so close to God and unless my ears deceived me the tunes coming from my trumpet were showing that.
As if playing good wasn’t enough, Gareth also said when the rota is updated in a couple of weeks that I’ll be on there :D, I can’t wait especially if it is even half as good as this evening.
God is good and evidently plays the long game. I haven’t felt (playing wise) that great for ages (ever since Sarah died really). Old music groups I was in (Brass bands, Jazz Bands) never really happened for me. Admittedly there was a certain amount of enthusiasm lacking but it’s back
God bless
Dan
19th February 2007
11:43 pm
woooo!
but i brought my church music back up this weekend, so at least i can play here now 
i miss playin in church
does that mean early sunday mornins then? :P